Hey it sure does take me a long to time to make one of these doesn't. Hmm...Maybe I should explain the reason or reasons. Well for one I have read some of my old entries and I couldn't believe how whiny I sounded! Well I'm trying to avoid that but, usually whenever I want to write one of these...I don't know what to say. I know, I know. Why don't I write about my day? Well I'm not use to telling people how my day was. Considering that I think my life is so boring I think some of you might rip out your eyeballs and slam your head against your computer screen. Not a very pretty thought if you ask me.

Anyway...

I think I just need to update this thing before my birthday comes this Wednesday....yay...

I guess I should tell yous about my day...or at least whats happening in my life so far.

This year I was accepted into the acc. You'd think everything would be a whole lot better in there. Well you thought wrong. The freakin' kids in there are so loud and takitive and disrespectful and they have some major ADD issues!!! Because of this I can barely get my work done or pay attention to the teacher. Plus also because of their immaturity and because I'm not able to pay attention to the teacher (who gives up on them, that's how bad it is) my grades are going down and my benifits to get an education are too. >_< Sometimes I wonder if it would be better if I went to a different school but, I'm afraid to because I think because I go to the 'bad' school in the district in my city I live in I won't know the stuff I'm sappose to know in the other schools because they're ahead of us. And than I wonder if it'd be best to drop out of the acc but than my thoughts cloud my mind again about the other kids that pick on me. Especially the those damn preps! You see at my school they sepereate the 'normal' learning student from the (I really don't want to say smart) acc. students. Like the only class we might have together are the exploratory classes. So, so far I'm not having a good year. I'm completely outsidered from the other students because they find no interest in getting to know me. Even if I try talking to them they just completely ignore me when I haven't done anything to annoy them. Its even worse when in class we have to pair up with partners and no one wants to be my partner.
At the beginning of the year I had started coming out of my shell but, now I think my started to hide in it again. I think I started to dispise the people around. Not because they make me an outsider but because how they all act. Not just toward me but to the other students.
I try not to let these feelings get to me but sometimes those annoying little voices tend to break through that mind blocker. I feel extrememly alone, misunderstood and depressed at the school and in life all around me.

But I hope maybe the silver lining in my stormy days will come soon.

Hope you guys have a wonderful All Hallow's eve! Don't eat too much candies. You'll get a belly ache. And be safe!

....I'm beat, I'm gonna go back to bed. TT.TT

Once again I'm doing another one of these things. I might continue them if I'm ever in the mood to.

From 2001's astounding anime movie Metrpolis.

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Ok here's a little teaser for you computer gurus out there!

I believe its about time I ask some of you out there about my scanner. Its been several monthes now since a better scanned picture was seen from me. So far the only thing I can give you is from the web cam. But unfortunaly when I do its not the right size and when I do try to make it bigger its all blury and stuff. And its even harder to edit stuff. Plus! My internet stopped working on my laptop.

So I was getting fed up with my freakin' scanner! And I was wandering if there was anyone (ANYONE!!!) out there who knew how to fix a scanner! I'm desperate now and I'm too cheap to have a person come in and fix it for me.

Is it possible to have a virus take over your scanner? Or is it just broke?

I love this old cartoon!!!! XD

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